( good thing Matt is blind, because staring at Peter's red and runny nose from all the crying probably is not attractive. as for Peter, he's looking at more than just his eyes; he's not like Matt, even if he can hear more than most he can't make sense of it, not usually. he uses his eyes to make sense of his world, and while Peter is not gifted at reading people, even he can see the difference between genuine and discomfort.
and when someone tells you they love you, especially when you haven't heard it from anyone but your aunt in years — you want to memorize everything about it, even if the moment wasn't perfect or beautiful or romantic. it's still something he wants to remember. )
You didn't bring up wheel face angels, so yeah. ( it does not take much to be less weird than that. Peter feels the dumb smile on his face at the plain words, despite the fact he's given Matt ample example why loving him is such a bad idea. it is a bad idea, but it doesn't change how beautiful the feeling is, to be loved. ) ...uh. I'm Jewish, technically.
( not practicing but the thing about Judaism is you're born into it and you never escape it, even if you don't practice it. it was a religion and an ethnicity rolled into one and Peter was not going to escape either any time soon, thanks to his jewish Auntie. )
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and when someone tells you they love you, especially when you haven't heard it from anyone but your aunt in years — you want to memorize everything about it, even if the moment wasn't perfect or beautiful or romantic. it's still something he wants to remember. )
You didn't bring up wheel face angels, so yeah. ( it does not take much to be less weird than that. Peter feels the dumb smile on his face at the plain words, despite the fact he's given Matt ample example why loving him is such a bad idea. it is a bad idea, but it doesn't change how beautiful the feeling is, to be loved. ) ...uh. I'm Jewish, technically.
( not practicing but the thing about Judaism is you're born into it and you never escape it, even if you don't practice it. it was a religion and an ethnicity rolled into one and Peter was not going to escape either any time soon, thanks to his jewish Auntie. )